Hello my Ex-valentine,
I do not celebrate valentine. The first time I did was with you and the last time I did was with you. After almost three years I am back to where all our memories started. May be it is the 14th February that is doing the trick or may be it is this place that is doing the trick. I am reminded of our memories together. The facebook memories of two years back reminds me of our moments together. The caption reads “Hey bae. Happy valentines day. May us be us always. Love you bae.” The fact that you are you and I am me still does not change but sadly we couldn’t be us together.
Almost a year and I still feel our memories vivid. The last time we decided to walk away from one another I was tearing up and my voice shaking. It was just that puzzling junction where we had to make our own choices. I think you did yours and I did mine. I think we did great that day. We would stay a friend that is what we told one another. Deep down I knew that was just a word, mere word out of words. That tick mark of “Friend” in our social media kept us connected. That was the only string that kept us together. We were friends without conversations. One late night I was on vodka and texted you “I miss you a little more today”. Then I got a reply that you are in relationship with someone and I congratulated you on your new mission and vision. That was the last conversation of our string “friend”. May be that was the last conversation.
I just wanted to let you know that we have met for reason and we have departed for a reason. May be you are celebrating your valentine today and I just wanted to tell you that I do not celebrate valentine anymore.
P.S: I wrote this just out of familiarity of this place and memories. I am doing perfectly well.
Wandering Thoughts 