Void

Should I leave it to the immaturity back then?
Because we need a reason
Or just something to blame on
Something to take responsibility for our choices
Something to reason out for our decisions
A reason to stay or a reason to leave
But for the void I left in you
I want to leave it to the immaturity back then
To the reckless decisions of a teenager
I can feel the void “NOW”
There are no reset buttons
Just moving forward ways
There are no coming backs
Just looking back at times
Or maybe we can always leave to the same excuse
“We were never meant”
Isn’t much better than putting a blame?
Isn’t excuse better than blame?
Because if I have to put a blame on
I will have to put it on me
And the blame weighs heavier than the excuse
Either way the void will remain a void always
Time doesn’t heal the void, it just fills the void
May be in another time
In another life
I will not give you the void
But bear that irreplaceable void instead

P.S: Few sincere random thoughts to the one who deserves this.