For whoever we want to be

I want to wake up to the belief that all of us are trying to be better everyday. That we are trying in our own small and big ways to think something better, to act better and hopefully everything for better. Just as I am wrecking my brain to put some words into this page. Just one more minute, another second thought, one step further, and just one small act is all it requires to be the person we aspire and see ourselves one day.

The future I see about myself is very wake, at least right now. But I wake up believing that if I try a little harder for the better, I will one day wake up to the person I was always meant to be. At 27, I am still forcing myself to wake up at the first ring of my alarm, guilty for the prayers I skip almost everyday, questions on the unhealthy thoughts that visits in consciousness, still raises the beat of my heart to raise a question, puts away the books I should be reading, and so many tiny bits and pieces that needs fixing. I am the definition of imperfection.

I think it should be okay to be whoever we want to be coz there can never be another you. This is merely my random thoughts and I am penning down for the lists of being a little better than yesterday for this blog. This writing is one of the many things of what I want to do on the definition of person I want to be.